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Land of black dahlias by ODSTshane
Land of black dahlias
"In the black garden, there is no light, but everlasting darkness,the same darkness we fight and dear."

My warlock taking a small moment to collect his thoughts,looking towards the center of the fabled garden.Nice image i took of the gardens masterpiece, figured it would be nice to throw up for people to see.

Destiny is owned by Bungie.

Screenshot was taken by me.
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United we stand,Divided we fall by ODSTshane
United we stand,Divided we fall
"The only way we can preserve the traveler's light, is if we stand together."

My warlock in Destiny holding the flag for Crucible.Thought this was a pretty neat little screenshot and decided to post it up.Let me know if you want to see more screenshots whether their more "Oc driven" or just downright ridiculous.

Destiny goes to Bungie

Screenshot belongs to me.
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Things seem to be on an eternal cycle for me, I solve a family issue, then another arises, I help a friend, and they have another issue that hurts them,i get on good terms with my mother, and she yells at me for doing nothing around the house.Seems all i do around everyone justv tends to drag them down,and honestly all i see is i'm burdening others.


I don't know, i just feel sometimes my place in this life is questionable, i feel as if sometimes i shouldn't exist.I'm not trying to be emo on all of this i just don't know whats right from wrong anymore.I hate this drama i do, but Deviantart is a place wher ei can vent out and relax, have people that actually make me feel important in my life here.


Don't mean to ruin peoples good day's and happiness here when they view this, i just don't know who else to vent this out too,If i go to my mom she'll just snap at me for this saying " your 19 the only one that can do anything about it is yourself",if i go to other family they'd mock me for it,and i don't want to burden my friends too much about this.Not when they have college, and jobs but damn it if i don't try my best!

I'm sorry for all of this i just had to write this out, i'll be fine just in a very dark place at the moment.


Thanks for reading if you stuck with me this long, i promise i won't do anything drastic i just  question my reality here sometimes.

-Shane...
  • Mood: Noble
  • Listening to: Linkin park "Final masqurade"
  • Reading: Forum posts
  • Watching: markiplier
  • Playing: Destiny
  • Drinking: Diet dr.pepper

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ODSTshane
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"Many are exemplified by their words,i will be exemplified by my actions"

I shouldn't have to tell you who i am.that organization has posted my face on every wall,on every building,in every city,calling me a terrorist,a rebel,a monster,something that must be contained,i am none of these things.I am a shadowstalker,a experiment on the run from ONI,they're worst creation.Shadowstalkers where meant to become the UNSC's downfall,but all the years of testing and experimenting turned their shadowstalkers into monsters,candidates that lust for human blood,that have an uncontrollable anger in them,a psychosis they cannot fight.Oni wanted to preserve this,and labeled it RAGE,they would use this to conduct more testing and experiments on the candidates,this would prove to be one of their largest mistakes.Rage took over their hosts,turning them more brutal than anything they have ever seen.Many had died from this,the survivors couldn't live for what they become,many had taken their own lives so they wouldn't hurt anyone with that horrible ability.I escaped,after the fifth and final test.I'm not as bad as some of the others,in fact im about the most sane one out of all of them,but then again there probably are others out there more sane than me.I keep seeing images,as crazy as that sounds, i think the rage in me is trying to talk to me.I refuse to listen however,i dont want it to manipulate me.On the bright side of things,i've taken refuge with a special forces division known as Wolf pack in the UNSC.They're taking care of me,and im giving them any Intel,and help i can give.Theres this spartan four as well,named Auri,shes well interesting for one,but shes also a friends that's helped me through my outbursts.I don't know if i can exactly trust anyone yet,the only ones i can trust are the spartan,and alexandria the doctor who helped me escape through the lab.I swear ill do what it takes to bring ONI down,no matter the cost i have to give,ill make sure they never get their hands on another shadowstalker again.I swear
it.


((My Real girlfriend: :iconancientechidna: - ❤ September 25th, 2013 - 06:52 A.M.)) I love you insane girl!

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JawaBoxerEOD Featured By Owner 6 hours ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thought you might get a kick out of this. www.youtube.com/watch?v=_NXrTu…
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ODSTshane Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Student General Artist
I'm deleting this off my profile.
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ODSTshane Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Student General Artist
How about that comment removal?
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AncientEchidna Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh and remember Sam & Max on Steam? I forgot to show ya they actually had a TV show as well. X3

This is the second part of episode 19, it's my most favorite segment~!: www.youtube.com/watch?v=yqw0hz…


They started off as an old comic series back in 1987 called "Sam & Max: Freelance Police" , later in the 1990's (I think) they became a TV show called "The Adventures of Sam & Max: Freelance Police" and later on a couple of video games as seen on Steam. It's mostly a point and click type of game as it is full of mystery solving and crime and whatnot. It's pretty entertaining and I gotta admit I like the art style as shown in the television show. =D
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ODSTshane Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2015  Student General Artist
oh god no not sam and max debauchery! XD i got to watch this now!
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AncientEchidna Featured By Owner Edited Mar 12, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
You must! >:3

The theme song/intro itself is pretty good too. ^^ www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVoH4o…

Oh and I think you'll love the Christmas episode as well. :3 www.youtube.com/watch?v=J_ZYeG…

Also there's a Top 7 Not So Kid-Friendly Jokes video about the things they've said while it was supposed to be a kid's show! :XD: Here: www.youtube.com/watch?v=HmXS9A…
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videogamemaniac001 Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for all of the faves!!
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AncientEchidna Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
واذا كانت الاقدار لا يناسب يا صالح نفسك مصير

(If destiny does not fit you, fit yourself to destiny)

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I was just looking up some inspirational quotes in Arabic and I thought about sharing any I find. I'm not sure if it is accurate when I found this off of a website and since Google Translate is obviously not always accurate I left a translation for you of what it really said on the website I found. But hopefully the calligraphy and translation is correct. ^^;
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